December 31st 2007
Finally is over Wooohoooo…… So this is it What a year Oh well….I can’t dramatize it. It was a year of ups and downs. Guess I would say a lot of things happen this year. Like many others, some were great; some were horrible. Some to remember; some to forget. Started the year wanting to have things a little more controlled and have a steadier life since 2006 was a let down. Indeed, I was able to gain control over my career, my finance and my emotions. Perhaps, I would sum it up saying that it was a well composed year. Perhaps….too composed.
First quarter of the year was used to wrap up 2006’s mess and prepare for a new beginning. Second quarter was essentially needed to bring on stability. Third quarter was completely peaceful. Fourth quarter to only realize life was too predictable and peaceful. I love peace. But being predictable is not quite the same. It was a bore. And I’m not those that would sit around and let things be that way. I needed adventure and surprises. To be myself once again especially when I saw Zen Zee. ‘A new life…’, I thought to myself. Uncertainty lies ahead of him but he embraces it with a strong heart. Fearless as he has yet to learn fear. Unable to compromise like an adult, he seeks for his attention and means to survive. This life, represents a warrior.
With the knowledge I’ve gain throughout 26 years of life…..have I gone weak? Then I remember that I’ve forsaken my instinct to gain strength. The power I needed to protect and the strength to seek happiness. I will prevail…..hohohohohohoho…..What bloody shit loads of crap!? At any case, the year ended well. I have plans for next year and has planned ahead of what to do. From tomorrow onwards, it would just be about executing it.
Basically, there are a few great things. Here they are:
1. Finally start doing things that I am suppose to do on Saki. It is getting closer to being done!
2. Luck came and I officially own 2 SLR cameras. Did I mention FILM? Still prefer grains than pixels.
Apart for being an interest, it would be great for my portfolio.
3. Morphine appeared again and there’s no way I’m letting her slip by now. Yeah….I love you so, baby. You’ve given me a new reason to be strong. Though the road lies ahead is tough and will bring pain but we’ll be strong and we’ll walk through it. I promise. The grass is greenest when we make it so (Converses on Taiwan chao). Thanks for summing up my year well.
That’s all I guess for the year. 2008 will be greater and I’ll see to it. Good luck to those lost ones!!



