Trying out something has never been quite my style. Doing it or not at all would spell out my character in a better way. I’m just one of those guys. Doing something and let nature takes its course is not what I am capable of. If I’m some sort in control of it, I don’t see why I need to try it. A guarantee; a promise; an act of instinct with a lot of wildness into it is definitely one of my most prominent trait.
Once I’ve set up my mind in doing something, I go balls out doing it. Making sure the results is what I’m looking for. At the very least, I know I worked hard even if it didn’t work out. You know……an act to make sure you have no regrets and start blaming yourself saying that you could have done better.
I hate wasting time. That’s another thing about me. If doing something seems like a waste of time, I quickly stop it and move on with other events that would use that time better. I feel time is ticking. Life IS short! How would you cherish your time now?
Gonna end this abruptly because I’m feeling lots of crap going on recently. Trying to get all these unhappy things done and over with. Tired of fixing shit while I should be freaking enjoying this short fucking life. Guess I’m at the end of it. Had enough of bullshits.
This is a freaking horrible post. Will delete it soon!
