Trying out something has never been quite my style. Doing it or not at all would spell out my character in a better way. I’m just one of those guys. Doing something and let nature takes its course is not what I am capable of. If I’m some sort in control of it, I don’t see why I need to try it. A guarantee; a promise; an act of instinct with a lot of wildness into it is definitely one of my most prominent trait.
Once I’ve set up my mind in doing something, I go balls out doing it. Making sure the results is what I’m looking for. At the very least, I know I worked hard even if it didn’t work out. You know……an act to make sure you have no regrets and start blaming yourself saying that you could have done better.
I hate wasting time. That’s another thing about me. If doing something seems like a waste of time, I quickly stop it and move on with other events that would use that time better. I feel time is ticking. Life IS short! How would you cherish your time now?
Gonna end this abruptly because I’m feeling lots of crap going on recently. Trying to get all these unhappy things done and over with. Tired of fixing shit while I should be freaking enjoying this short fucking life. Guess I’m at the end of it. Had enough of bullshits.
This is a freaking horrible post. Will delete it soon!
Rather than ending something you may think is wasteful or “not yourself,” it would feel a lot better for yourself and probably others to just let all your feelings out. If you’re angry, and you feel like you want to punch the shit out of someone, there’s other ways to alleviate those symptoms, simply by doing something relaxing, or if you feel like beating up someone, do it in a blog. Type your feelings, jam those fingers onto the keyboard, and for some people, it makes them feel better.
I cherish time like the back of my hand. I always see it, and I always hydrate it and take care of it. I don’t want to waste time either, not because I believe time is short, but because I don’t want to look back and realize my life’s been boring for me. I want to feel something, or do something I’ve always wanted to do, so that when I do die, either abruptly or slowly, I won’t mind dying at that very moment because I’ve fulfilled everything of my heart’s desire.
Kyrie is pretty inspiring honey. Just let it all out. Life doesn’t go our way all the time. It’s different for everyone. Take it easy. It will be over. Continue to see the light of the tunnel like how you always do.
Love