Archive for the 'Journal' Category

28
Oct
09

the selfish one!

I’ve been waiting for a very important letter for a month now. It doesn’t seem like is gonna come but I’m not the only one. Millions of mails are being delayed because they are having a strike. A bloody STRIKE!? Yeah…how selfish can they get? Do a freaking strike and let everyone else in the world whom are expecting letters to suffer and wait in agony.

Look….you freaks in the post office of England; tell me what can I do to get my precious mail. Yeah….think hard. There won’t be anything I can do to help it you fuck head. If that’s the bloody case, then go make your boss or your fucking government suffer. NOT ME!!!

Bottom line, you who had made millions of us suffer because of your selfishness have no rights to strike. You are no different from the ones you strike on. If you don’t fucking like the job, get the fuck out you lazy morons.

07
Oct
09

my bloody morphine addiction ii

guess I’ll just let the pictures do the talking…

Indulge in a Bavarian meal introduced by a German

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This picture wouldn’t had mean anything if morphine didn’t stand there.

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A cosy little bookstore in Bath. I could have spent all my time and fortune there.

Aug 20th – Sept 20th, 2009

05
Oct
09

my bloody morphine addiction

trip to England for her and trip to Munich with her

morphine working on map…

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morphine holding spezi orange cola

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my muse (morphine) working hard

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morphine in munich

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morphine, morphine, morphine

Aug 20th – Sept 20th 2009

25
Sep
09

Oh my….

When was the last time I posted anything?

Updates…yeah…we all love quick and short updates!

1. Blossom is back again. Faster with a 13BT, Mazdaspeed Lightened Flywheel, 3in full exhaust system. Quite interesting.

2. Worked on a couple of movies. CE1 and then Merong Mahawangsa. Great experience! Now I know there are some men I will not work with.

3. Went to England. Wouldn’t have if is not for Morphine. And now I’m back!

Adios…

18
Apr
09

The Last Run….

Was in JB. Work calls and headed for Tioman. Put up a couple of night in Tioman and completed the shoot. Begin the journey from Mersing back to KL. Filled up gas in Shell station and begin hitting the road. It was a nice drive. Nice road. Trunk road edging by the East Coast in this peninsular. The road was smooth and unspoilt. Traffic was light. It was a good pace I was going at. A slow traffic in front. I edge out to the opposite lane. Downshift to 3rd. Release the clutch and half throttle down. 100KM off Mersing – it snapped.

The apex seal that is. The rear rotor it seems. She shakes violently on low RPM. Nothing below 2500. Nothing beyond 3200. 5th gear. I needed to call for help. Perhaps the mechanic. Perhaps the tow truck. I’m 350km away from home. Anyways, i just need to call someone and drive her as close as I am to home; as possible.

No. I dropped my phone into the sea yesterday. Is rendered useless already. The phone is on the passenger seat. I can reach it. But it won’t turn on. Is fucked. I’m fucked. “Fuck. Wrong time to kill the engine, Blossom….wrong time.” I said. 3000rpm on a cripple engine. Single rotor pushing through the trunk road. I’m doing 90km per hour. If I make it back home, it’ll be a bout  5 hours. Time is 1-ish. I’ll make it before sunset if luck is on me. Luck? Soaked my phone into the sea. Blown engine. Luck? Luck is on me? Fuck!

5-ish pm. Karak Highway. My fuel is running extremely low. I’ve not once switch off the engine. I don’t know if I should stop and refuel. Oh yeah, once a rotor stop functioning, the consumption of fuel gets higher on a crippled rotary. That’s normal. No point getting into such technical if it doesn’t add horsepower. No I won’t get into the gas station because I don’t want her to backfire in the gas station and make my way to the headlines the next day. There will be enough fuel for me to get to a rest area. Make a phone call from the public booth. The road ahead is windy. Is hilly. The famous dangerous Karak Highway. Also because of its rumor of being a bloody haunted highway.

Then she backfires. She chatters hard like she chokes herself. There’s no fuel feeding into the chamber. She stalls. She glides in silent. I pushed the hazard light button in. Glide into the emergency lane. Damn. This is as far as she could go now.

I sat on the barrier of by the road side, took out a stick of cigarette and light it up. Took a deep breathe and laughed to myself. 100km more and I’ll get home. She did well. “Now it’s up to me to get us back home”, I said to myself. Down the road there’s a toll booth. I can get some help there. Perhaps.

When i get home, it was 11pm. The next day, I got a new cellphone from Digital Mall.

This was July 2008. Fall will come.