guess I’ll just let the pictures do the talking…
Indulge in a Bavarian meal introduced by a German
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This picture wouldn’t had mean anything if morphine didn’t stand there.
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A cosy little bookstore in Bath. I could have spent all my time and fortune there.
Aug 20th – Sept 20th, 2009
trip to England for her and trip to Munich with her
morphine working on map…
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morphine holding spezi orange cola
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my muse (morphine) working hard
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morphine in munich
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morphine, morphine, morphine
Aug 20th – Sept 20th 2009
and she says…..
27th June 08
I wanna stop wondering, how life will be when we are really together. Let’s have a life together right now. Friday you got so tired. The silence could kill us, but I’d care to understand your thoughts more. Love you more. Never stop loving me.
Baby, baby. Look at where we are now. The ground we’re stepping on. The atmosphere that we’re being surrounded. The visibility. The road ahead. Moving along?
Thus far….
I came for you; for us to appreciate this time and space we have for each other. Like what you did a while back.
Even so, I ended up having you to wait for me to complete the walk to the end of the tunnel. I’ve slowed us down, haven’t I? Thought I promised to be at the end of the tunnel waiting for you. I must have changed.
I’m sorry that I’m taking my time here. Looking at this unconventional ladder, I’m trying to work my way up. Thinking that if I get up there to the top, I would have a better vision of where this tunnel will lead to. At least I could make a map and lead us to the place where we want to be.
Does look like is easier to climb when you get up there, doesn’t it?
All these pictures, all these words…..I guess all I’m trying to say is that I’m sorry and I truly am. Just so happen that I love you too insanely much and I still do.
Like a bug, we chase after the light. The light that would promise us happiness and warmth. As oppose to a slimy death on the lens of the headlight.
But this journey has only just begun. The objective is to head in to the darkest, keep going and reach the promised light. Afterall, it really doesn’t sound so difficult. Take this step and head into the darkness at the far sight. Believe this is true and keep walking. Trust this will lead you to that light you’ve been chasing for.
But this is the real challenge. Is really not that simple as it sounds. To chase the light, one must chase the darkness. Keep in mind that there will be light in the end. It will be agonizing. You’ll be anxious. Then you’ll try too hard and loses the grip. You’ll fall. Injure yourself and the one who believed in you.
Stand up now! Breath again and pace your way forward. Keep that mind simple and stay true to the objective. Forward……a step after another……forward…..
Like it’s being promised. Endure the years and the light will come. Now that the light is in sight it will be easier. Keep chasing towards it. The light is true. Keep that motion still and not let anything waver your vision. It will be rewarding. Like it was promised years ago. At the end this last picture can only be seen by those who believed and withstand all challenges.
We will see this picture together, won’t we?
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